crappy day, @.

fcking pissed this morning. still quite pissed abt it. woke up at 7.45am cuz i thought the visit to the old folks' home was supposed to be 9am. THEN, at 8.10am they called me and said we're supposed to meet at JE at 8. WOW, and i received the sms only THIS MORNING, when i was still ASLEEP. what am i, superwoman?! so, agreed to go there myself, to the old folks' home. dashed out after bathing without even eating my brekkie! arrived at yio chu kang. they said have to take 86 for 13stops. waited a long time for the fucking bus to arrive. finally it did. realised that the bus driver skipped several stops which has nobody waiting, which means it's inaccurate to count by busstops. heard them saying smth abt a kindergarten. HELLO, THERE ARE ABT 5 OR MORE KINDERGARTENS ALONG THE WAY. wtf is that place lar!!! so many kindergartens!!!! and they didnt tell me the NAME of the kindergarten NOR the name of the fucking OLD FOLKS' HOME. and if i wanna ask for directions frmo ppl i have to at least give the name right?!?! like, if u wanna travel, then ppl ask u which tic u wanna buy, u say "a country." "i wanna buy the tic to a country." WHAT COUNTRY!? IT'S FUCKING STUPID LOR! decided to call them when i was on the bus. to ask them WHAT OTHER SIGNIFICANT THINGS ARE THERE ARND THE FUCKING PLACE. and couldnt get through. called 3 hps for 12 times or MORE. BUT NO! NOBODY PICKED UP! sms-ed them. no one replied. finally got through when the bus was turning arnd the bend at seletar camp. and they said they were cooking or smth. WOW, LET'S ALL COOK JOYFULLY AND FORGET ABT THE FUCKER WHO'S CURRENTLY LOST IN AN UNKNOWN PLACE! LET'S MAKE HER WASTE HER TIME AND MONEY AND ENERGY TAKING THE BUS FARFAR AWAY! SHE'S USELESS ANYWAY. ISN'T IT!? WTH SIA. and i couldnt hear what the FUCK they were saying. then someone said gt pass by seletar camp. another said don't have. WTF?! I'M ON THE BUS WHICH IS MOVING, FOR GOD'S SAKE! and they wanted me to stop at the next bus stop. WELL, TOO LATE, THE BUS HAD ALREADY GONE ONTO THE PIE AND I DUNNO WHERE THE FUCK IT'S HEADING FOR NEXT, BEEPERS. stopped at punggol. wated a fucking long time for the bus on the opp. direction to come. took it back. NOBODY PICKED UP MY CALL AGAIN! MUST BE HAPPILY ENJOYING UR TIME PEELING GARLIC HUH!?!?!?! AND CONVENIENTLY FORGETTING ABT THE PERSON WHO'S DESPERATELY TRYING TO REACH A LIVING SOUL! WOW! GARLICS!!! GARLICS!!!! U ALL LOVE GARLICS DON'T U!??! HUH?? HUH!??! decided to stop at a christian home or smth cuz there's a flora shop nx to it and a kindergarten too. FINALLY THEY PICKED UP MY CALL AFTER I CALLED FOR LIKE 8 TIMES AGAIN. and they said walk 2 stops. so i did. and the distance between the stops are fucking far. I MEAN IT. and reached some kindergarten. called them. for abt 5 times again before a living soul picked up. and found out i walked the wrong direction AGAIN! WOWOWOWOWOWOWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! after walking for like 2km or smth! WOW!!! and someone said i could go home or smth if really cannot find. and i had already wasted 2.5hrs in that fucking place walking arnd and taking buses trying to get to the fucking old folks' home. walked back. was damn hungry and tired. BUT NO! I PERSERVERED! DESPITE THEM HOPING THAT I WOULD GO HOME AND NT DISRUPT THE PEACE THERE WAS OR SOME FUCKING THING! finally found the fucking place. and peeled fucking garlic. with ppl mildly diao-ing me.

was late for rainie's auto. couldnt stand in front. IF I HADNT WASTED SO MUCH TIME TRYING TO FIND THE FUCKING HOME AND PEELING SOME FUCKING GARLIC WHICH I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABT MAYBE I WOULD'VE FOLLOWED MY ORIGINAL PLANS AND GOTTON INTO THE FIRST ROW WHICH YILIAN WAS AT AND MAYBE, JUST MAYBE WE WOULD'VE SCREAMED AND SHE WOULD'VE REMEMBERED US MORE! FUCK THAT OLD FOLKS HOME. CIP?! BU YONG YE SUAN LE BAH! AND I SHALL NT ELABORATE ON OTHER FUCKING STUFF WHICH HAPPENED, WHICH ALL RESULTED IN THE FUCKING VISIT TO THE FUCKING OLD FOLKS HOME WHICH WAS, BTW, A WHOLE FUCKING WASTE OF MY PRECIOUS TIME.

on a happier note, rainie said my banner was cute. (:

went to eason's auto after that. he was late for more than an hr. nth to say.